My dad was depressed a lot of the time, and there were a lot of things in his life that he never resolved.
I still have all the faith and love for my music and yet I'm still playing places for kids.
I don't have anything to prove anymore. I don't have a record deal, no one has any expectations, I'm in a position of freedom. I don't need anyone's approval.
I don't really care about money. I find money boring and accounting boring, so I'm probably not going to ever make a lot of money.