Although becoming a singer was my plan A after first hearing Whitney Houston when I was 17, I started off with plan B by going to the teacher-training college that my dad went to. It was a slow coming of age.
Dating is different when you get older. You're not as trusting, or as eager to get back out there and expose yourself to someone.
But I don't want to be out there anymore I don't want people asking me about my health issues, about my kids. I choose not to be a public paparazzi girl on purpose.
In a broken marriage, it can be challenging and tough to get that work/life balance. I love performing but I also love being a mum, and I hate having to choose between them.
I've been advised not to have any more children for medical reasons, so that's it - the shop has closed, even though I would have loved a daughter.