You can get help from teachers, but you are going to have to learn a lot by yourself, sitting alone in a room.
Preachers in pulpits talked about what a great message is in the book. No matter what you do, somebody always imputes meaning into your books.
I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, it's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, and that enables you to laugh at life's realities.
Think left and think right and think low and think high. Oh, the thinks you can think up if only you try!