If you search and search and stop searching, then ultimately you'll find what you need. It is the experience of living.
I think in friendship, you want to be there for your friend, and sometimes you just don't know what to do or the relationship you have with them is not clear enough for you to know what to do.
It was an amazing adventure, it was my dream to be in an American musical... I really hope you are going to love what you are going to see.